2018 Susan Laughter Meyers Summer Scholarship Winner
McKayla Conahan
Charleston, SC
Floating World
At first glissading over the surface, our train
sheared into the ocean last night,
and I woke to my ears popping--you
still asleep across from me, and the Adriatic,
still below. In a poem I mistook
the long, drowning hours powering a car
while friends sleep in back
for a tragic crash into the lake. I could not
look Ellen in the eye after that workshop.
In a dream, under my imagined waves,
her gaze locks on mine. In a dream,
something wraps around her neck
as it did in a collage, and never under sleep
do I experience fear or empathy,
but here. I buoy out, floating past
the glowing eye of the giant squid cradling
our vessel, each sticky pink arm cherishing
our ukiyo-e, our upended lives. All soft
watercolor landscape, and me escaping, unscathed.