The Sandy Eubank Memorial Prize
Kit Loney
Ballad
The thirtyseventh time you drowned me in the river
Quiet singing of the leaves, how the sunlight flickers through
The second time you whittled out a banjo from my bones
The echo of my voice in the cave of your heart
The time you died in battle, all my letters steeped in blood
Fiddle walk flame, blackbirds ring the bell
When you hanged yourself because the oaks would not stop singing
Mina Naomi my many names you know me
The time you crashed your motorcycle raging at the wall
Five hard weeks of rain, weeping stars to wash the warning
Your promises and pretty mouth a hive of maddened bees
The sweetness and the sting I still carry into war
The wooden bed I languish on, the blankets stitched with lies
The little nest of bones and fur the mouse leaves when it dies